Book3:WereMyDreamIs (第184/327页)

lethemildhappinessIfeelnowisnotdependantonanythingelse.Thisismyrealselfierence.

    Dimitriwasenjoyinghissolitarywalk,strollingaimlesslyamidthewideexpanseofbrilliaoxicatedbythemild,naturalfeelingofhappinessanddelightemanatingfromthedepthofhisheart.Suddeumbledandfellintoadarkabyss.Hiseyescouldnotdistinguishanythingsohetriedtofeelthespacearoundhim.Itwasn,justrgeenoughtoaodatehim.ThetemperaturewaswarmandfamiliarwhichmadeDimitrietotheclusionthathehadagainfallenintotheprisonofhisfleshbody,aprisonwherehecouldhelightofday.Hesighedandwonderedhowlonghewouldbeheldcaptiveinthisdarkprisonwherehecouldnotevenseehisownfingersbeforehewouldhaveacetocatlimpseoftheoutsideworld,sothrivingandprosperous.Hethought,

    “Wasn’tIjustwalkingaloneinabrightanddelightfulstateofmind?HowcoulditbethatiwinklingofaneyeIamoncemorebathisdarkdungeon?Itseemsthatbrightnessanddarknessareonlygesisofthevisionahatfarapart!PerhapsverysoonIwilgainbeabletoseethemagnifitradiance.”AllofasuddenbrightnessfloodedDimitri’seyesashisloyalservantsImaginationaivitypriedopenagapoopofhisheadwherehiseyesenedupaskylightforhim.Fromtheskylight,hesawthewonderfulvaststarlitskiesstretgendlesslybeforehim,wherethestarswerearrangediremelyorderlymahestaroDimitrishonebrilliantlydazzlinghiseyesandthengedintoabeautifulflowerofashapehehadneverseenbefore.Dimitriturnedhimselfintoabeeandmadestraightfortheflower.Actually,Dimitri’ssickly,disabledbodyhadbeengedintoastreamlinedspaceship,whichheiloting,flyingintheuniverse,visitingthevariousstars.Dimitriwaspletelylost,notknowiherhewasactuallyaworkbeebusilydangamongsttheflowersbloomingluxuriantlyinthegardengatheriaroranastronautflyingaspaceshiptransformedfromhisownfleshbodyintheendlessuniverse.“PerhapsIwilllosemywayintheuniverse.Iwillflythisspaceshipwhichwastransformedfrommyfleshbodyandvisitthefleshbodyofafemale.ButwhetherIamabeeoranastronaut,itisagrandadventureimpossibletoexpininwords.”ItsuddenlycametoDimitrithatthisstrawonderfulexperiencewasreallythereappearahebrightandradiantstateofmind.Notonlywasitreappearaerimposedonthefleshbodyofhiswhichwaslikeadarkdungeohesunlightneverpeed.Thesuperimpositionofspiritandfleshbodyisasshortandactasthemeetingofwaterandduckweed.Weedandwaterwillartintheend.Fleshbodycamefromdustandonedaywilliablyreturntodust.Spiritcamefromheavehandittoowillonedayreverttonature.Thatshortandactalmeetingofspiritandfleshbodyissomethingthatshouldbetreasured.Hethought,“Didn’tItellCharinaoweshouldliveuptoandenjoyourfleshbodytothefullestwhilewecould?ThatwaswhatImeant.AtthetimeCharinadidn’tappeartouandthemeaningofthosewords.NowthatIhaveetoaandingofallthis,IhopeIwillstillrememberitwhenIasthiswillbethebestinterpretationandexpnationofwhatImeantbythesuperimpositionofspiritandfleshbody”Thestringofunceasingbarkieredhissciousness.MaureenwastryingtowakehimbybitingandpullingatthelegsofhistrousersandhealsoheardthesoundsofCharina’schokingcoughandpainfulgroans.“Ohhought.“Mybeautifulpanionisnotusedtolifeintheopen.It’sherfirstdayexperiengthelifeofahomelessperson.Hasallthisbeen