Book3:WereMyDreamIs (第211/327页)

onthedashboard.Thespeedofhercarsuddenlyslowedtoalmostastopandcrawledalonglikeanoldoxpullingabrokencart.Megginnwasgreatlyarmedandimmediatelypulledhercartoastophesidewalk.Shequicklyturnedoffalthesystemsinherdsatthereataloss,notknowingwhathadhappened.

    Megginheblueskiesasifhopingtooncematherstrengthfromtheeretchofblueatmospherehighabove.Shegraduallyclosedhereyeswhilekeepingtheimpressionoftheclearblueskiesbeforeher.Shetookthisimpressiooherheartaherfearandarmquicklysubside.Shewasoncemoreatpeace,herbraincalmandcool,hersensessharpandagileasbefore.Afteradjustingherselfmentally,sheopenedhereyesandtriedagaintostarthercar.Owice.Thriothinghappehisluxuriouslimousinehadreallystalledandbrokedownbytheroadsidelikeapileofrubbish.Thestrahingwasthiscarracticallybrandnew,havingjusteofftheassemblinglisolongagoandhadbeenperffwlessly.Thebrandselfwasaguarahehighestquality.Howcouldithavebrokendownsoquickly?Fromthewayitwasagup,thetroubledidobeaminorone.Somethingwasdrasticallywrong.Butwherewastheproblemandwhydidthishappennow?Megginnagainlookedtowardstheblueskieswhilehermindracedbackfranticallytothetimeshedrovethecaroutoftheparkingstructureaovereverythingshehaddonesihen,notoverlookihesmallestdetail.Suddenlyshefoundthecruxofthematterandexcimedoutloud,“Ohgosh!That’sit!”Sherealizedthatthemistakehadbeenmadewheookthegasnozzleoffthehanger.Shehadieddieselfuelintastankinsteadurunleadedgas!Faseheinfluxequantityofdieselfuelwasdetrimental.Megginnsppedherthighwithherhandasifangrywithherselfandmuttered,

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    “WhatafoolIwas…Ihadnotbeenfeelingquitemyselfsinceearlythism,buthowcouldIbesoabsent-mioadddieselfuelinsteadofgasintomycar?WhatIdidwasequivalenttomurderingthisnoblebrandnamecar.Evehadbeeslifespanwouldsurelybeshortened.”Megginnwasaverysealpersonarmlyattachedtopeoplesheknewandthingsshehadusedandneverdiscardedoldthingslightly.Itwasnotthatshewascheap,butwasbecauseshewasseal.Takethatoldbeige-coloredsedanofhersforexample.Itwasthecarshehadriddeninsinceshewasachild.Itcouldbesaidthatthecargrewupwithherandtoheritwasadearoldfriend,olderthanshewas.Althoughtheehejalopydidnotworkwelnymoreandtookalongtimetostart,Megginnwasnotwillingtodumpitinthejunkyardtobedismemberedandcrushed.Shethoughtthatwasnowaytotreatanoldfriend.Sotoosoft-heartedtodisposeofit,sheletthatoldbeige-coloredsedanstayinhergarage,nolongerused,butretireditinfort.Ifthatwasthewayshetreatedoldfriends,shecouldfeelnolessforherbrandname,newfriendwhomitseemsshehadunwittinglymurdered!Thatregrettablefactcouldn’thelpbutmakehersadlyrepentant.Buttheblunderhadbeehereossiblerecoursetoresortto.

    Eyesreddenedandmoistened,Meggiobeonthevergeoftears.Shewastrulyremorsefusicktobetheonewhohadactallycausedhernewfriendsuchseriousharmwithoutmeaningto.Sheusedherhandstosoftlystrokethesteeriheluxuriousleatherseatbesideher,hopingtofortthisnewfriendwithhercaressingtouch.Butwhatwasdonewasdoneandcouldnotbeuerawhile,shebegantoughdisparaginglyandhysterically,

    “Thesestfewdays,mymoodhadbeensoabnormandabsent-miomakemeadddieselfueltomygastank…It’s